I have to change the way I act towards people. Sometimes im fucken rude but other times I’m too nice. I distance myself too much and I let depression be the result. I let my lonely-ness take the better of me. My smile is gone by the time you finish saying my name. I wish I could go to sleep and wake up perfect. I wish i could learn how to satisfy everyone, even the people I hate. I let “you should be more social get to me. And I’m sorry if somehow I brought you down with me, but i just feel like a piece of shit so just go on with out me.
What exactly happened after you told your parents you had a boyfriend????
AnonymousI told my mom and then she threw a pillow at me, lol. And she told my dad and they asked me how I would support a child, if I am going to graduate, and acted like I told them I was prego. I told them when I was with him for 6 months. They didn’t even want to meet him, which kinda pissed him off. Things when down hill from that point.
